Now i am nineteen -years old teenager, not yet a man and not a kid, still a growing up boy.i have to prepare myself to face the world after i finishing my study. what gonna be to me next five years? this this always rolling in my mind. t try to find answer for my question,but i"m failed!
its haunt my life all the day.I'm so afraid if i can't be what like what i hoped for.

My ambition is to be a landscape designer. So i think around five years later, i will be a famous landscape designer in Malaysia.To achieve my ambition, i will apply a job at the landscape firm. From that, i will gain as much knowledge on how to manage my own company and way to interact with my customers. I will save half of my monthly salary for me to open my own business. And after that create a unique and amazing
design to make my customers statisfied with my work.

when i think i am ready enough to become a husband, i will purpose my lady to be my wife. I will have one big family with her. I will make her happy entire of his life with me. I will built her dream house on an elite area for our family to stay. I also will decorate the house myself with her favourite style. I will create her a beautiful garden for us to sit and chat everyday.If Allah wills, we will get a baby as soon as possible.

I also thinking to cooperate with overseas landscape firm to strengthen my company position in the market. I will create an awesome garden in Malaysia that can be a place for tourist to visit. I also want to make a colabration with household company create a landscape for the every building that they built. I will pay a professional landscape designer to do create that. I am very sure that my unique and rarely found landscape will be chosen to be their building landscape.

then my picture will be the front page of every business magazine and people will talk about my success I will be insparation for the youth to gain success in every job that they have done. If i become a famous and rich people one days later, i will never forget the needy. I will donate some of my money to the poor for they to sustain life.

I am very ambitious person. To achieve what i hope, i must work hard from now.I must focus in my study to make all my dream will turn to reality.

you are not a troublemaker

                                                             -sayasayangawaksangatsangat-

hurm...awak bkn menyusahkan saya..awak tak pernah menyusahkan saya pown...saya tak pernah anggap awak mcm tu pown...kita ney sama jaa....kita saling bergantungan...kita saling memerlukan..so..awak tak payah la kata cam tu..sebab awak bkn mcm tu...awak...kita dah renggang sebab masalah kewangan  yang buat kita jadi macam ni...saya harap lepas ni hubungan kita akan jadi lebih baik bila sekolah buka nanti....uke sayang???..sekarang ni..saya tak ada duit nak topup...so....kita dah semakin renggang la...saya tau..awak pown sama sebab kta students lagi kan...jadi...kita kena sama-sama berjimat la...honestly saya cakap yang saya tak suka kita macam ni.....saya nak kita macam dulu..kalau mcm ni..saya hanya boleh contact awak twice a day ja....

hari-hari aku dan dia....

       

               

                                                                                                 -sayasayangkamu-
assalamualaikum..uke..hari ney nak tulis psai aku dan dia yg nak happy sllu2..huhuhu..pda aku x pyh la happy slalu coz kita ney mnusia..kdg2 sdey...kdg2 happy..so kita kna gunakan emotion yg allah bg kat kita 2 la k...hope aku dan dia kkl slamanya...<3

perubahan kita :)

                                                                                
                                                                                              -together :)-
ehem2..smalam jnji baru dimetrai....huhuhu...jnji nk berubah....jnji nak ubah keadaan agar jd lbih happy dan semua pihak rsa dri mereka dihargai...hurm...uke la...so far so good..kita owg qsa lbih tnang n happy...xda rsa x puas hati dak..shahir ada jnji yg dia dah x nak sbut dah pasai perbezaan kami...but..aku rsa xda perbezaan pown..dia ja..yg terlebih rsa rendah diri...aku hrap dia dah x fikir dah psai bnda 2..sbb everyone is special la...mna ada owg perfect n owg x perfect..we are same...! aku plak dah jnji yg aku akan ubah perangai aku yg ska wat tatau ja kat dy..huhu..aku ney jhat jgak eqk..slalu wat dy nangeh....hurm..aku dah tamau wat dy rsa cm 2 dah kowt...aku nak bg dy rsa happy ja ngan aku...:)

TRADEMARK KAMI:
-HAPPYALWAYS-
- :)) -

awak....saya rindu awak la...

                                                                    -nihatikitakan :)-


awak..even awk dah dkat tp saia rsa awak ttp jauh..rndu awak la...rndu sgat2...awak saya nk cgt jumpa awak..hehehe..gedik kan saia...saia mmg gedik pown...saia rndu awak laa..saia ingt bla awak dah dkat ney kurng la rsa rndu..xp ttp sama..kita ney dah la slalu gado..ckit2 nak gaado..hahaha...tp kita ttp sweet kan..:))
missing ue right now...really2 miss ue...saia mnx maaf sbb saia slalu wat awk sedih sbb perangai saia yg truk ney...klau bule saia hrap msa bule diundurkan..saia tamu buat suma salah yang saia wat kat awak...really sorry dear.. :))

kita dah setaun la...!

dah lma x update bl0g sbb kekangan masa...hpmeworks...study..exam!.hahaha alhamdulillah dah habeh exam dah...result??? dont know la...ehem2..ney nk kogsi ckit....aku dgn shahir dah ckup setaun..hahahaha...qsa x percaya kan..xp 2 la kenyataanya..aku ngn dy dah ckup setaun..hmmm...mlm 2 best sgt,,sbb...dy bli teddy bear kat aku....nk kta kiut tatau la lg..sbb..smpai skarang pown aku x tnox lagi pown...hahaha...shahir kan dok kat melaka....jauh ooow......rindu dy...even kmai tgah ada krisis skarang ney...hahaha....hope dy cpt blik sbb...aku dah rndu gla kat dy....=))

the worst night ever

i need ue..thats all..aku tatau nk kta apa dah..yg aku tao aku nk dy..aku aku nk dy jgak..aku buat suma 2 sbb pkiaq bout msa dpn kmi..tolongla...jgn buat aku ceni..aku qsa ksg! sumpah qsa ksg..mmg owg nmpak aku hepi ja semedang..tapi dlm hati ney da spa yg tao..aku nk jgk berjaya cm owg len..dpt straight a..xp at the same time i need him! smalam ckp fon..bncng.. n then dy kta ceni "AIFA BINTI ZULKIFLI..SUDIKAH AWAK LUPAKAN MOHD SYAHIR BIN TAJUDDIN.." sdihnya bla dgaq ayt 2,,...aku rsa mcm aku akn kehilgn seseuatu...myb akn hlg..myb dak..n aku akn pstikan yg aku xkn kehilgn dy!